[That's the question isn't it? What is the point? Ryou is struggling with that question, ever so much. He's been knocked down more than a few pegs, over something he can't control, so it's hard to breach the surface of the cloying, suffocating negativity.]
The journey hurts. No matter where I go, that journey isn't easy. I know it probably sounds overdramatic. I'm just a child to people here, even though I'm...I'm not.
[He started 19 here, and now he's 21. He's not a child. But it's a childish mentality, thinking in absolutes and feeling as if you'll always be disadvantaged, right?]
I've had things happen that I wish wouldn't. I've had evil in my heart, driving me to hurt others, using this body as a vehicle for evil means. I get on better with that spirit now, but...it was awful then.
And...here, I just want things to be easier. To not hurt me, or try to take things away from me.
[Oh. Oh, he's trying not to sound overemotional, but the last sentence, it sticks in his throat and threatens to overcome him.]
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The journey hurts. No matter where I go, that journey isn't easy. I know it probably sounds overdramatic. I'm just a child to people here, even though I'm...I'm not.
[He started 19 here, and now he's 21. He's not a child. But it's a childish mentality, thinking in absolutes and feeling as if you'll always be disadvantaged, right?]
I've had things happen that I wish wouldn't. I've had evil in my heart, driving me to hurt others, using this body as a vehicle for evil means. I get on better with that spirit now, but...it was awful then.
And...here, I just want things to be easier. To not hurt me, or try to take things away from me.
[Oh. Oh, he's trying not to sound overemotional, but the last sentence, it sticks in his throat and threatens to overcome him.]