[To Steven, that's a weird question. But then, maybe that's exactly the problem; it's Steven. He's the way he is for a very specific reason, and maybe that's an unhealthy way of looking it at, but he wouldn't change himself for anything. His identity's one of the most important things in the world to him.

He sits himself down on the table across from Ryou, his shoulders slumping.]

It wouldn't be easier on me. I'd just feel bad about it afterwards, I expect. I'd keep... thinking that I shouldn't give up on someone, that I could've done more to help. [His hands end up folding together in his lap.] Isn't that what everyone needs when they're upset? Some kindness from someone else?